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Wednesday, December 14, 2011

i always thought that after every year, i would feel some change.

there has gotta be some change with every new year i have been through, its like a new skill learnt when something gains another level.

its like an evolution when you reach a certain age.

and for the species called human, most believe that it is during the 21st year. archeologist professor Noracious has more indepth coverage of the story..
for the past two centuries and a day, people like me... mainly, not like you... have been set to believe that the most favourable age any person can stay forever at is the age of the 2 and 1.

its the choice amount to garner when playing the game black jack,

probably the best points to earn when you don't weally want to get into a JC, but dun mind, but rather find a good poly with cool curriculum..

and then its the age where R21 movies are legal and even the act of watching someone play at a 3 card poker game in las vegas is allowed..

the card dealer behind the counter actually asked me to: "go run off to mummy."

i turned and said: "yes i will (wink*)".

but nonetheless, he can't get any more rude. perhaps switching on the PA system and announcing it to the whole hotel might be worse, but i was so fortunate he didn't do that.

still, i thought turning the platinum age would mean a change in my life, a thought process maturing, a physical build strengthening or a hormonal hurricane.

but...

it just felt like another day, with a lunch and a dinner and a bed time...

on a normal day, i skip all just for work.. work and bloody work.

so, i went in search of what actually was missing.

i tried adopting a baby from Africa, but i'd figure that i wouldn't have the finance enough to support a child, i cannot provide breast milk and my parents might freak out.

then i planned on creating a software where people can just easily type a word into it and then click enter to view all sorts of information about it. OH AND BY THE WAY, yes its called google, not yahoo or all the others..

humans say : "go google it" around 90% more then "hey lets so yahoo that things man.."

finally i realised..

actually the change is not just a ripe when its time thing. it requires patience, attention and skill to create a change.

it take a willing heart and an open mind to accept that a change is in order before change can occur.

sometimes we change when we don't even know it because its the environment thats influencing us, making us think we have to fit in.

thats until we return to our square one or get thrown into another situation where we find out how much we have changed.

some change willingly because they feel its for the best of their health, life or happiness. some change.. just for the fun of it..

i love to change what i eat for breakfast. i do not like eating the same thing for the whole week.

neither do i enjoy going back to the same restaurant for a whole year.

if it was extremely good, i might only tolerate the same menu for perhaps a month...

too much of a good thing isn't all that good anyway.

i just catch sight of a youtube video which introduces that to get fit fast would be to watch your diet. cut out all forms of sugar in your meals..

equals to cut out sweet drinks, cakes, pastries, candies and all that stuff which i love..

ouh. its like cutting out my heart and then feeding it to a pack of wild sloths.. taking their own sweet time to slowly tear at my heart.

any old how, whether its a change in diet, a change in fashion, a change in location, its still a change that i myself have to start with... well me.

aron-the-metamorphing-into-a-pegasus signing out


9:14 PM



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